Update

It's been a over a month since I last wrote something because not much else had happened. I think it's time for an update though.

In my last post I said I was going to take a year out next year, I hopefully won't have to do that now and will join my year in September. I'm on track to get the GCSE's I need for next year so the only thing stopping me will be my health.

I've made it sound in this that most of what I'm dealing with is anxiety, and I think that's been a mistake because some people think that it's all I'm dealing with. I'm not though, I'm still unwell. I had blood tests done a couple of weeks ago that showed low platelet and low white blood cell levels, for those of you that don't know - that's bad. It shows that there is still a virus or something hanging around. The doctor has assured me that it's nothing serious but I've had it for sixth months and she feels something needs to be done. So I've been referred to a paediatrician consultant who will analyse the blood tests and my symptoms and hopefully give me an idea of what's wrong. So although yes, I am extremely anxious, I still have to deal as well with feeling unwell constantly. I honestly can't wait till this is all behind me!!

On a higher note, I got an A in the exam I did last month. Woohoo! Soooo pleased! I actually can't believe it! So it's not all doom and gloom.

this is literally my face when I saw the result, yaaay!